Teen Mom

I can not begin to tell you why I watch this god forsaken show. It's really the worst possible show for me to watch. A bunch of teenage girls who got knocked up by accident and just continue to fuck up their lives. Yes, I will admit they are somewhat trying to figure it out and a few have got their shit together. But you think after you made a life altering mistake that you wouldn't continue it. You wouldn't start dating another (piece of shit) man, who is verbally and physically abusive. You most certainly not get knocked up by them. Maybe you wouldn't get married for the second time before your 21st birthday. Maybe you would think about someone other than yourself for 2 seconds.

The thing that bothers me about this show (other than i'm usually crying at some point) is that the kids are put through hell and back. They don't know who to call "Daddy", they don't know a house where Mom and Dad aren't at each others throats constantly. They are essentially growing up without any stability.....what is home one week, won't be home next week.

Since the new year when I started Cubless Momma Bear I have been really paying attention to what my "triggers" are (things that are an instant mood changer...Pat and I refer to them as triggers). Teen Mom is one of them, it makes me feel like shit. It will usually put me in a bad mood and remind me of how unfair the world is. So I deleted it. I made a promise to myself that I won't watch it anymore!! I need to be focusing on positive triggers...things that are going to change my mood in a good way.

(I will however still follow Chelsea on Instagram because I think she's cute as hell, and I love her)